Long time no see ? Having confidence?

I know I have not written in over three months and I do absolutely apologise with all my heart. But let me tell you and yes I could have a line of excuses like now I'm in year 11 I have a lot to of work to do blahblahblah :) And in some ways that is true but in other formats that is a complete white lie. I know the chances of people reading this blog or this post in fact are quite rare but the real reason I haven't posted in awhile is because of confidence. I all ways have thought my ideas are nether good enough or I should let other people be in the spot light. Now considering I do performing Arts that might be a weird concept to most people but the fact is I am hopeless shy and lacking confidence and the only time I really feel comfortable is when acting on stage because I am pretending to be somebody else. The fact is I feel that whatever I write here why would people want to read and am I waisting peoples time ? I have about 7 months of High School left and now I'm thinking what am I doing , just go for it whats the point about worrying what others think , your not gonna no them in abouts a years time. So here are my three new age rules for the rest of my High school career , sticking to them might be hard but I'm willing to try.


1 Stand up and speak out

2 Question things that arn't right for you

3 Dont be pushed around , say what you think is right

Oh I know Im dramatic but the show must go on and I will not let anything stop me *cheesy*

See you later darling x